Elephant Rogue.webm

in a hurry, rather wonder by sight into the decor
photos Thursday, Feb. 17
from Centurion in Pilanesberg game reserve, South Africa
the silver Volkswagen attempted to get past an elephant

Paradox of man and his believes

Is there justice
between earth and the heavens
or,
Is life the stream of existence taking its course

I am thinking about broken up families after a car, or airliner crash, or a whole Flemish town morning the annihilated lives of their children in the bus that crashed in the Swiss tunnel this last week - had there been a G-d, at birth he would have given each a switch like that one he gave the possibilities to man at inventing. He is not out of means... but it is man who talks about creation – and not a G-d.

I can only see live so much more pleasant, than to lie in a bed with a terminal illness that is at the same time a strain, to loose everything on the surviving families, and a burden... wait! there is also a lot of truth in the need of guinea pigs – Imagine Hiroshima without a scientist checking out what survived – countries would be sending atom bombs raining the moment an opposition come to rise.

My spirit was given a body at birth, and only at moments of need would I us a switch to kill the flame of life and leave my body behind for the existential joy of my spirit. Yet persistent, my spirit wants to live on in a body that time is consuming – from birth my spirit is growing younger, acquiring knowledge for another life, yet with a twist as opposed to a body which takes his time, strips us off dignity and inhuman to break the soul with our pride.

I have children and caused for concern – I´ve had my life and since can easily dissolve – until I realized I had a responsibility toward my children to live until I become a nuisance to their lives – Yet, since they were born, I have been concerned about their fragility until I deduced that life in itself gives us a kit of survival and that made it easier on me to face the future.

I see men who safe a life from amongst others, and wonder why they are happy, and screaming with joy, without consideration that that same person might not want to live in the prison of its loneliness like an orphan and bearing the scares of a cruel life. I can´t deny to wish for that G-dless switch knowing that did anything happened to my children, I wish to take the same path and die together with them – switching off from an existence not worth living – which I can imagine I would use, rather than purge a life in the cage of a prison, or in dead row, like these men and women tortured in death camps, through the ages, praying for the G-dly switch that never came and so more unmeasurable weak at will against the spirit of life giving hope without exit door and nurtured until time kills both the terminal ill and the devotee through the full cycle of dissolving the body from its spirit.

Swiss tunnel bus crash with Belgian children having lost their lives

this is the result of an engineering blunder

This is another of these political cover-up for an engineering blunder - I don´t get involved unless I´m getting called in - listening to the Swiss radio while in my stride for daily exercises in the woods - Ican only say, stop the politicians talk - they were justifying a security area[na] 

and listen to any civil engineers and between politicians, and engineers 

the´ll differ like day and night!